Sinister love

From the EP: Emotional Garbage
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Lyrics

Sinister love
Placing you above

Like the invisible man afraid to ask for your hand
At times all I can do is just walk away from you
Lost in you mystique I’m working up will to speak
Behind the blockade without my passion conveyed

Sinister love
Sinister love

Like a raging feared beast your deep emotions my feast
Caresses me under the moon your charms I’m not immune
I would slave for your kiss I’d fall beyond the abyss
Drastic actions to coerce you are my deadly curse

To have your passion
My soul’s benediction
Needing beautification
For my dark seduction

Sinister love
Placing you above

To have your passion
My soul’s benediction
Needing beautification
For my dark seduction

Sinister love
Sinister love

Like the creature from the black lagoon
Darkness filled emotional typhoon
Mark the struggles that I would go through
Just to haunt, and have and love you

To have your passion
My soul’s benediction
Needing beautification
For my dark seduction

In my obsession side
Fear is nowhere to hide
Time for you to confide
And be my sinister bride

Sinister love
Sinister love

Sinister love
Placing you above

My Broken Heart

From the EP: Emotional Garbage
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My broken heart
My broken heart
My broken heart

Left here hiding all alone
Passion stabbing my very bone
True joining saboteur
My love just becomes one immense black blur
My forthcoming is unset
Affections balance gets upset
Situation losing control
Was this your passion and goal?

Was I so easy to forget?
Was I some sort of threat?
Disgrace, erase
I can see it in your face
I’m so easy to dismiss
Longing for your selfish kiss
For my broken heart
Loneliness becomes an art

I thought I had found the world in you
My life was filled with joy
I gave you everything I had
I must have been stark raving mad
You filled your mouth with all doubt
Then turned on me and spat me out
Can I ever trust my love while I become disposed of?

Must ta been easy to forget
I must have been that sort of threat
Forced to move on
I was just your little pawn
In horrid selfish bliss
You will just dismiss
My broken heart
Its death becomes an art

My broken heart
My broken heart
My broken heart
My broken heart

I am Here

From the EP: Emotional Garbage
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I am here

Your scent holds my
Soul close to you
And now they sigh

In a sea of
Dead ones with no
Hope to entertain

I am here
To find you
To bind you
Caress you
I am here

I am here
To want you
To haunt you
Remind you
I am here

In my celled mind
I have you to myself
But confined

So worth the pain
Wait for the time
I will have no restrain

Waiting here
To want you
To touch you
Must have you
I am here

Can’t wait
To see you
To mold you
Behold you
I am here

I am here
To want
To want you

I am here
To want you
To haunt you
Remind you
I am here

I am here
I am here
To want
To want you
I am here
I am here

Wish It Was Like Before

From the EP: Emotional Garbage
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I can’t bear our memory there lost in each other where we both declare our love was true how I trusted you to one not two now you can’t undo

Blue to grey rainy sky love can run dry when you take not try to endure your love cannot buy security to tie and though you cry it’s time to say goodbye

Wish it was like before
Not like this anymore
Now I have to ignore
The one that I cared for
If we only tried more
Feelings could restore
Now bruised and sore
We break what we swore

Status and Progress

We took a break, visited Las Vegas, did some shows and have been remixed old songs with some new software and hardware. So, what does this all mean? Well, here is where it all lays:

  • The “Imperfection” E.P. has been remixed with some new extended versions and will be re-released soon, with new cover art.
  • The “Double Life” E.P. is in the process of being remixed with the stuff. We hope to have some new art for this as well.
  • A new 4 song E.P. named “Motional Garbage” is in the final stages of being mixed with the new software.
  • Another new 4 song E.P. named “Parade of Victims” is also in the final stages of mixing. Unfortunately, we may need to run the vocal tracks again.
  • And last, a full 10 to 12 song L.P. is being written and recorded. This, however, is a long way out.

That about sums it up for us at this point. Sorry for the lack of updates.

Systematic Suicide (Chaos Core / S.K.A.R. Cover Song)

Special Release
Chaos Core and S.K.A.R. are both punk bands formed back in the early 90′s by the same lead singer of Chillborn. This is a tribute to those bands, friends and good times.

Lyrics

Get good grades
Systematic Suicide
Mind your peers
Systematic Suicide
Join the team
Systematic Suicide
Teenage dream
Systematic Suicide

Hold the pressure
Cannot Crumble
Systematic Suicide

Now get a job
Systematic Suicide
Pay those bills
Systematic Suicide
Must have more
Systematic Suicide
S.K.A.R.ed Chaos Core
Systematic Suicide

Hold the pressure
Cannot Crumble
Systematic Suicide

Hold the pressure
Cannot Crumble
Systematic Suicide

Debt owns you
Systematic Suicide
Wife has left you
Systematic Suicide
IRS calls you
Systematic Suicide
Drugs now fill you
Systematic Suicide

No more pressure
You give in under
Systematic Suicide

News and Delay

Okay brief update:

1) The four songs we promised are still coming. It has taking a bit more work than we thought to get them ready. But rest assured they are coming, soon…

2) We have just laid down tracks for two punk songs from the 90′s band Chaos Core and SKAR. (Bands the lead singer was from) A fun little side project.